no need to hurry

'Mah boyz' are procrastinating car repairs again. The text is "Let's wait until MOT test, otherwise it'll get bad again by the time". Who cares about jiggling wheels and African rhythms under the body? Double adrenaline rush every time you speed up to 70 kmph, no shit.

I must mention, though, that MOT is such a funfair! Heard stories about technicians thrusting a screwdriver into the exhaust pipe saying "eh, what a hole you've got in there, man!" You never know what you'll end up with.

it actually hurts

No, actually, it is like a sore wound which is pierced with pain from time to time. The worst thing is that I do not know yet what to do. And I can't decide what to think.

A week ago we lost our conductor. No-no, the prick didn't die or something, he left us in the middle of an event. He did act like a drama queen on a regular basis, we're all used to that, but this time he left forever. He was my mini-idol in the world of music, I grew and developed in his choir. My growth is immense since I started singing with him 1,5 years ago. I am desperate of losing my chances to improve - he gave me room and means for improvement every day. On the other hand - the bitch had it coming, major part of the choir does not want him back. Because he literally abandoned us. Not merely the choir, but the choir in trouble. Long story cut short, the choir has to deal with all current bullshit without his help. And the bullshit is caused by the conductor, naturally. The copyrights of the CD, the sponsors, the Austrian contest in three days, everything.

We've been having issues with our sponsors for the last month, so now we're losing them as well. Probably because they simply wanted the reason to get rid of us, and the reason was right there. Probably because they are fed up with the conductor - he was a man of conflict, for sure.

We are one of the best amateur choirs in Latvia. Our fate is now in our hands, but we are so lost at the moment.

I am losing 45% of my life.

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